Missing You
Missing you, intoxicating at times
Feelings of loneliness and isolation creeps up on me
Pinning all my hurts on you, as if you were suppose to cure me
Sorry baby, don’t be confused, this is what closeness does to me
Makes me feel like I may never see it again and desperately
I cling to it with dear life, terrified it will never return
Thank you for allowing me to feel the intimacy
Vulnerable and exposed for you to see, that I desperately just want to be free
Missing you, taunts me to feel my old disappointments
Aching painful emotions,persuading me not to miss anymore
Adamant refusal of that place, deep rooted in pain and resentments
Vulnerable and naive, I welcomed the feelings through the door
Believing in the goodness of your humanness, I let you in
In hopes you will not take my kindness as a weakness
Missing you, reminds me of how much I just want to be close to you
To feel you,enjoy you and see you in all you splendor
Amazed and captivated by your humanness, I want more
More of your smiles, more of your words, more of you time
My openness is not to be feared, I just want to be close baby
Free to show, free to speak, free to love and free to be ME
KSY-inspire to reach for the SKY
